It was the kite that made me do it. I opened the curtains to sunshine, clear skies, and a red kite sailing right past the window as if there was nothing extraordinary about this. It did a couple of circuits of the road, flashing in the light as it turned, then pushed off elsewhere. I ought to do that, I thought. Push off outside for a bit.
Today, a year ago, was the day I learnt that yesterday, a year ago, had been the last day my dad knew about. He fell, and hit his head, and died six days later. I miss him. He would have liked hearing about today’s walk. The colours of the leaves. The clarity of the light. The kites, which I caught up with a couple of miles away. There was an explosion of woodpigeons from the hedge at the other side of the field and then the kites’ quavering cries, and crows in the air shouting, and everything on the move, except me – I was just watching the kites hang in the air over the hedge, talk to each other, soar suddenly, turn about, and return to alight a field away from me, with a gentle folding of wings.

They seemed fully in charge of the place. A small buzzard entered stage left and covered a few yards close to the ground before perching on a tree stump some way distant. It stood very still while the kites resumed their movements; this time they decided to go elsewhere, and they flew out of sight.

I turned the corner and suddenly another buzzard was shouting at a – a what? A rook? A raven? Deep croaks. Piercing cries. They seemed similarly sized. The aerial battle crossed the entire field, and then the next. (I put the video on Twitter at @venetiajm if you want to see and hear them.) PS: Twitter kindly confirmed it was indeed a raven, which was great to know, although I did stupidly describe its sparring partner as a red kite rather than a buzzard.

But what Dad would have liked best about today’s walk would have been the spitfire. Dad loved planes. He loved to see them, hear them, go up in them. He was born in 1929 and liked to say he was living in the house at the end of the runway at Croydon aerodrome when WWII started. Certainly he and his brother were among the first evacuees. He took me to airshows when I was small and we watched planes, cotton wool in our ears, and for the past year my eyes have prickled more or less every time I’ve seen the “local” spitfire or one of the aerobatic planes in the area go over. I will always want to tell him I saw them. The spitfire today climbed and twisted and the sun caught its underside and then I lost focus and it moved into the distance.


























































